allenmuncy

i don't belong any where but where i am i don't deserve better than i have i cycle threw this sickness inevitably ending where i began so if you don't mind walk away before you fall in love walk away before you start lying to us both i warn everyone and they never listen you can't swallow this pill i know me better than the bullet in my gun the blood than flows from these open wounds creeping death while i weep the end is no better change can't come when its the same recipe i know this ends with a razor blade and a prescription for pain the remedy is just to never begin you can't believe in my sin I'm no saint

if i could find the answer at the bottom of another bottle i wouldn't be crying over you i wouldn't be killing myself id stand up   walk out like you give up on what we built

Lacerations on my heart Significant lost Blood pours Red flowing sorrow Overwhelming realization I shall never be I couldn’t ever be Just lies Hidden in her eyes Love mythical Me cynical Situation literal Heartbreak trivial Truth minimal

explore the situation knowledge bound by the observation rendered useless without provocation meaningless existence obstruction within visual stimulation broken glass lays geometrically matching my heart overwhelmed with the extension of truth glorification of the justified lie meaning nothing more than wasted paper

In the darkness I seek depravity optimize insanity understated overrated In his little blue eyes the remedy The situation I explore The gravity of vitality I seek a healthy mind Free from the burden Of her lies or Maybe her eyes I seek wisdom's from The grey haired ghost Within the prison of the flesh I no longer hear him speak Injustice solstice Victimized by mortal pain Rendered useless by the lower class Fortunate son Shot down by betrayal

Passsing from One world to the next Poison invades Mind wanders Floating amongst What is real And thoughts of her Her eyes celestial If only she saw me As I see her I'd love to be the man She dreams about The one she laughs with Her laugh infectious Vision fades Breath shallows Heart slows Hallucinations begin She permeates Her voice eloquent First words Echoing Threw madness I could never express myself Never tell her how I felt Forever my wonderwall Final breath approaches Night fades My life comes in view I'm only a passenger on this ride Looking for a destination I could never find Forgive me I'm only a sinner I could never play